This is the end of you and me

Felix,

There’s no easy way to say this, and I know you won’t appreciate any bullshit, so I’ll just be straight with you.

I’m leaving.

I can’t do this anymore. This whole domestic thing just isn’t me. It was fun while it lasted, but I can’t pretend to be something I’m not. I’ve been losing myself to someone else. I don’t want to pretend anymore, so this is the end. The person that you want is just everything I’m not. You’ll find her, but it’s not me. I tried to love you, but I never did. I just couldn’t do it. It’s not who I am.

Whatever you do, don’t come after me. Just let me go. Don’t try to follow me.

gatet